So close to the end,I can smell it from here
Only two pages remain until the book ,I've struggled and obsessed over for years, is complete
Nervous Nelly
It's all becoming real. I thought about making my own comic book for years.plotted,planned,wrote,rewrote.but nothing prepares you, For the terror. I contacted an artist ,told him what wanted, sent some PayPal money based on a rough sketch and prayed to jebus it would all come good. And it did, the sketch was unbelievable, my long held imaginary character was on my screen looking cool as hell. There has been no elation in my life that comes close to seeing my dream realised , I was happy for days ,I bounced around showing everyone my picture on my crappy old phone screen. people were excited for me and wished me luck. so why was I so nervous?? Because it was all so real, Because it could all be taken away from me by vast impersonal forces beyond my control. Because people might not like my stuff. There we have it The other reasons while valid were not the truth about why i was so dam shaky all the time. It was the small child, afraid of his...
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